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Had a day off today, and just did lots of things. Everything. Compiling these pictures now, the first few feel like days ago. Heh.The chilled out, occasionally adorable nature of the shots belie the actual day!

I’m going on a trip to Castlemaine tomorrow, on my own. Eep. That makes me a bit nervous, but I’m sure it’ll be fine. Been doing these things called artist dates – where I go on a date with myself, to replenish the inspiration well. Walks, bookstores, window shopping, markets, it’s all on my list.

I have my feet in a pile of warm laundry, fresh from the dryer. My feet are cold. This feels very nice.

I started something last week, and I was really pleased. I thought everything would click into place for me, but it didn’t. Callings still take work. They still require you to pick your feet off the floor, use up lots of effort, keep the demons at bay, and just… work. :) At any rate, there is growth.

I read a good quote on my friend Peter’s Twitter, and this is it. “I think I’ve cracked the code for when inspiration comes! – Whenever.” That’s super inspiring. Made that last quote drawing to remind myself, ‘What have I got to lose?’ when it comes to doing stuff that’s important, but scary.

With that, onwards.

Feeling horrendously crappy tonight and I think I’m worrying my health away. But I guess there are always personal achievements I can be proud of, like finally learning how to cook a great meal, brownies, and having a new desk.

And I guess, I guess. Having good friends I can love and lean on.

I hate how I feel horrible, and try to be negative, and my mind just starts picking out everything that’s good about my life. I just want to wallow in a pit sometimes, dammit.

Yeah. I don’t know what I have to look forward to this week, except I actually do. I don’t know. Maybe I had one too many brownies, and the sugar is playing funny tricks on me. Cranky girl.